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IPO: Initial public Offering An IPO can be a risky investment. For the individual investor, it is tough to predict what the stock or shares will do on its initial day of trading and in the near future since there is often little historical data with which to analyze the company. Also, most IPOs are of companies going through a transitory growth period, and they are therefore subject to additional uncertainty regarding their future value. IPO referred to simply as an "offering" or "flotation," is when a company (called the issuer) issues common stock or shares to the public for the first time. They are often issued by smaller, younger companies seeking capital to expand, but can also be done by large privately-owned companies looking to become publicly traded. In an IPO the issuer may obtain the assistance of an underwriting firm, which helps it determine what type of security to issue (common or preferred), best offering price and time to bring it to market.

Recently I quite do not understand what some of my friends did. In reality, I am not comfortable about what they did. Emotionally, I feel they did on purpose, such as revenge. Rationally, I kept telling myself there is no reason that they do revenge. However, what really happening is I try to make any connection with what happened before and possibly reason or affairs they could do things bad back to me. It is just a mental disaster. And also, I start to ask myself questions that why I get angry or want to do some sort revenge (in terms whether I did or not is a future action) when I feel someone is doing something bad to me on purpose. If someone is doing something back on purpose, I should have sympathy on them because they may suffer from something else and hold those anger to do such things. If someone is not intentionally doing it, I definitely should forgive them. No matter what, my mind is just keeping assuming and thinking. Maybe I am thinking too much........ I really do not know.

I think I am going to be done with Chris.
Recently he has not picked up my phones anymore.
I think something is going wrong.
When I started to like him, he started to flack out on everything: not showing up in the coffee shop twice in one week, not picking up my phone calls many times (more than 5 times) in one week.

Jesus Chris, he just made everything worse when everything was turning better.

Stupid

One day, I was thinking about all of the jobs that I have done since I came to U.S. From Jan. 2005 to Jun. 2005, I worked high school's cafe and got free lunch everyday and still being paid! From Jul. 2005 to Dec. 2005, no work, and hated living in Monterey Park and the high school I transferred in Los Angeles, and I hated my visa agent! From Jan. 2006 to May 2006: I finally left Monterey Park, came to Santa Monica. I did not even take finals from that stupid high schools! And I applied for a job, and got an interview, and SS# took longer than usual. Otherwise, I would start working this time period. From Jun 2006 - Jun 2008: I worked there 2 years in Foundation. I learned a lot, and also had bad experience. I learned the most valuable thing is that: never ingor the little thing for work, and never talk about the private business at work to your boss! From Aug 2008-May 2009: I worked a year for Penny by living there! Worst working experience. Always pay me LATE! What a bitch! From May 2009-Jul 2009: I finally went back to China for my vocation. From Aug. 2009-now: I finally found a job position working at USC! From Oct. 2009-now: Because of a friend's referral, I got the internship with some stipend by working there. Better than nothing. It looks like I have never stop working and never stop looking for a job. But another important thing I learnt is that never work unhappily. By working almost a year for Penny, I realized too late that how much my valuable time I wasted there by working there and doing bullshit things, such as driving them to the country club, doing grocery...... All bullshit and non-brain involving stuff! Because of the one year bad experience and worked unhappily there, I would not make the same stupid mistake again. Our time is valuable than anyone and anything else. We always have to think whether the time I devote into whatever is worth it.

 I miss here, peace and quite.

Facebook is so overwhelmed and too public, and so scared of whatever I put there, because it is so popular.

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